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2 weeks old carissa

We will go to her 2 weeks check up today. I will update you what the dr. said.

Just a little update from me, it's amazing how every time I think I can't do this.. and I look at her face, and she throws me her random smile and laugh. Every time I cried and think I need my mother in law, she look at me and smile.

It is hard to be a first time mom, I have no idea how to balance stuff.. my body all sores and I feel so restless. I don't feel like doing anything. I know that I still need to eat and take care my body since I'm breastfeeding. Sometimes I feel I want to give up on breastfeeding.. but I don't want to.

Why can't I stay positive, I know if God gave me this beautiful child it means that He knows that I can handle this. He won't give me anything beyond my strength and ability.

I really amazed by those single mother out there. This task is harder than I thought. But hopefully I can go through this.

 

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